In a few minutes it will be exactly 2 weeks since my son was born. What kind of crazy person watches the clock and thinks about that. He was already gone when he was born but I just keep reliving that day 2 weeks ago that changed our lives. I don't know what is wrong with me. It feels like it was just yesterday and the at the same time an eternity ago. What a process you go through when you lose someone. I remember losing my grandparents and it hurt and I grieved but this is just different. The process is a lot deeper and harder.
On to happy things. I was truly blessed today with such amazing gifts from some of the people I work with. I have been blessed with so many things from the people I work with over the past couple weeks. Today it just caught me off guard and I felt so loved today. I truly did not realize how many people cared about me but one of the things I have learned over the past couple of weeks is I have super friends. They are amazing. They have carried me in prayer and took such good care of me. It has made me want to be a better friend. I am so grateful for the place and people I work with. They are amazing. They have done so many small things that have made a big difference in my life.
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